It would appear that we look upon the reality of our existence through very different eyes, Blue.
There are none so blind as those who will not see...
I look with wonder and awe at the evidence all around us of God's amazing creativity.
I look with wonder and awe at the world, I just don't need to make up a god to put it all on, it's spectacular in its own right.
I see the precious gift of God's love in action between people on this earth.
40,000 and some Palestinians in Gaza wouldn't agree with you if they still had the chance, but they don't.
I also perceive the dreadful power of evil which has infiltrated humanity and hides the truth from so many.
"With or without religion, good people can behave well and bad people can do evil; but for good people to do evil - that requires religion." Steven Weinberg. Or, if you prefer:
"Religion. It's given people hope in a world torn apart by religion." Jon Stewart (The late night host, not the Green Lantern).
You seem to perceive nothing but the unintended consequences of unguided material reactions.
You perceive those, too, but misunderstand and attribute intent to them in the absence of any basis.
I look forward to the true fulfilment of my soul in heaven as God intended.
Don't put off the life you do have for the promise of one that you probably won't.
You, sadly, have nothing to look forward to but eternal oblivion after your brief life on this earth.
Oh, no, not the same eternity of not existing to not be suffering that I had before I was born to no ill effect. Oh the humanity...
O.