Bit of history: baptised as a baby, confirmed as an adult, Communicant within the CofE for ten years. Studied with the diocesan bishop, took monthly day retreats, took a foundation degree in theology with a Methodist college attached to Oxford Brookes. Served on the PCC and deanery synod. Had articles on prayer and spirituality published in Christian media. Served as parish visitor. Went forward for selection to the priesthood but withdrew when I discovered I was pregnant. Founded and ran inter-denominational services for under-fives and their parents and carers.
Then - poof - all gone.
Ditto, baptised as a baby, confirmed and became a chorister.
Was Served on the PCC and deanery synod. Also an official of the Bishop.
Went to the Monthly one day meetings as well as the annual meeting with the Bishop.
The vicars son and I, along with another friend use to visit some of the older members in our community... In the mid seventies our vicar was probably the first or one of the first to set up the interdenominational meetings of the churches within our area of different religions. Organising a Church Creche for children 5 and under allowing the parents to attend the services on Sundays... We met up for prayer meetings, shared church services and even holidays...
But that has NOTHING to do with belief and knowing God.
In the betweens I had a relationship with God from Childhood. He had always guided my life. Religion is a word but faith and knowing God is an experience which comes through believing Christ to be saviour and son of God.
I still have my first official invitation to the very first meeting I was invited to attend with the Bishop.
A keep sake but of times gone by. Christ is for everyday.
Our lives are not made up of positions but in the body of Christ it is about living our life and it being of service to others in Christ.
We are not special just in the place where God needs us...