Hope
Did you see the point that if the evidence for God as you see it precludes you from believing he does not exist. Do you accept that you have no choice in forming the belief that God exists?
I did 'see' the point you tried to make (and rather ungrammatically have tried to repeat here). However, I believe that you are working from a false premis with that 'point'; I have therefore only 'seen' it with my eyes.
Do you accept that your beliefs form or emerge from your analysis of the evidence?
People can ignore evidence (or arguments) though. Either the atheists or the theists seem to be doing it. Both can't be right in their conclusions.
You can give whatever weight you personally feel relevant to any evidence you are aware of.
The point is that once you have done that you have no choice over your beliefs. They emerge from you analysis of the evidence to the best of your ability.
This is clear in that you cannot really choose what to believe, and those that say they can like
Hope, soon backtrack when asked to choose to believe something