Ok, here's a positive. Prove being an atheist is better for me and my wellbeing.
As for the rest, you're trying to tell me what is best for me through telling me what to think. Been there, done that, when I had this thing called 'religion'.
So you're not a pagan?
If you are a pagan how do you know that there's anything in it how do you manage to convince yourself?
Going by your response although there is no way of substantiating there is anything in this pagan belief of yours, you're going to believe in paganism anyway, yes I suppose that would make sense?
I see atheism as the default position, give me anything logical, rational or provable, why wouldn't I listen; trumps any superstition, myth or performances of magical tricks.
By the way I don't believe in atheism it's not a belief.
I'm sure you're are really decent person probably a very good neighbour and all of that sort of thing, it's only your ideas where we part company it doesn't mean that I'm thinking of you as a bad person, or do I wish any kind of ill on you, this is a discussion forum.
I think there has been at least a couple of times I've posted and you pointed me correctly to aspects I hadn't thought of and I've altered my view because you were making sense, even so I still find these types of belief, in as kind a way as I can put it, very much off centre and it's impossible to substantiate any of them being anywhere near the centre ground, nor do they have any factual elements that might hold them up.
If you can find anything that fully substantiates these ideas, I'll join you.