Dear Rose,
But once you jettison all your personal beliefs, when you resign all that makes up Rose to the waste bin, when you can look at the garden and not wonder about the gardener, when you can stop and think, hell we are just an accident of nature, when you can cease to be amazed at humanity and all that it can achieve just by this thing we call imagination ( good and bad ).
Lastly and most importantly, when you can look at religion and think, what a load of rubbish, nothing to be learned here, science is my new religion, then and only then will you be an atheist my child and the universe and all that encompasses will seem to be................ see them tumbling down, blowing along with the tumbling tumbling tumble weed.
Gonnagle.