...and why it is poison.
Point a: ALL the 'gospels', including "John" were written by persons unknown who had never witnessed this "christ" and/or "Jesus".
Point b:
John was the last gospel to be constructed as a Greek exercise to coalesce all the other, numerous gospels about a christ that were being touted as the truth.
None of the gospel writers truely knew of the christ they were chatting about.
It is obvious to most of us that they were written to flesh out the Greek "Christ" that Paul was propagating.
Why is this so difficult for Christians to grasp?
I believe that if we take the knowledge of the full bible in context we can see why people would know the living Christ and be able to write about him.
You have no evidence that John did not write this gospel.
Christianity, it is more than a mere belief or a set of tenets. It is about a living relationship with the living God, the same way as Christ had with God.
The book of John relates to the things Christ said rather than the things Christ did.
What makes Christianity different is the Spirit now being in man and man knowing God through the Spirit.
As all original scripture was given to man from God by the power of the Holy Spirit. You have to see that as Christians... we accept the knowledge that Christ is alive and that
the Holy Spirit can impart any knowledge to any man.
Where you going to go now? Will you remain with your own train of thoughts or explore that which has been revealed to you?