It is sad that religion has led humanity down a blind alley ... wasting time and effort which could have been spent on scientific investigation.
Had you met Jesus, even in a blind alley, you would never have turned your back on him.
He exemplified everything good about God and had shown us that love and truth is the way forward.
If you cannot respect Gods truth how can you really have any truth in your own truth.
I know you accept what you want for yourself. I know you try to do no harm to others.
But even the Pharisees with their self-righteousness never entered into the Kingdom.
Sometimes people get so caught up at the door displaying their manners they never get to enter.