He said he panicked. Hindsight is all very well, he should have done differently and knows that.
I wondered what I would do, or how I would feel, if there was an intruder in my house, possibly behind a door. Of course we don't have firearms here, or most of us don't. I honestly don't know what I'd do, probably freeze with fear but - if there was some sort of weapon handy and I knew how to use it.....who knows? It is such a different culture over in South Africa.
Murder implies intent to kill, not just to maim, and we don't know if he intended to kill anyone on that day.
There's more baying for blood about Pistorius than there was about OJ Simpson all those years ago, and in his case there was evidence of him fleeing in his car (and he wasn't found guilty). I wonder why, was OJ more popular? I thought Pistorius was a national hero in SA but he seems to be universally hated because of this.
It reminds me of those cases on the TV news, when people are suspected of a murder and/or heinous violent crime, and rent a mob appear out of nowhere to bang on the prison van, demonstrate and shout. I've never understood why they do that when the person is going to be tried in a court of law. We should leave it to the law, it may not always get it right but it does a lot of the time.
Hopefully this case will be fair and just, and seen to be so, to the victim's family and to Oscar Pistorius.