At what point do the choices run out?
And you must know by now that losing my faith was never a choice. Time was when I would have done anything to get it back. God never showed.
I honestly don't know, Rhi.
Posting some theology stuff which bored the pants off me while I tried to fall asleep at the lecture won't help you.
All I can say is that I consciously rejected all religion....till I made a decision for Christ.
That worked for me?
Why? God knows!
I've a member of my district - that's an area of the town whose church members are 'supervised' by an elder * - who is a retired physics lecturer.
He lost his teenage faith at Uni, and continued happily as atheist for the next forty years, till one Friday at a golf course something clicked.
Now He's ''back' - and committed.
(Even though spme would be happier, given his inability to carry a tune in a bucket, were he to sing somewhere else).
I know the phrase 'God's timing is perfect' is trite.
Sometimes, though, it's true as well.
* = normally drinking heavily caffinated tea, eating toxic buns and discussing the telly, constitutes 'supervision' in some instances. Part of the elders' kit should include Gaviscon and Immodium.