Vlad,
I have said that there is a difference in the depth of experience where one looks at what is fundamentally existential.
And you would know that how? How would you distinguish any existential belief from any other for this purpose, and how in any case (as you asked yourself) are you measuring “depth” for this purpose?
You might feel to every fibre of your being that you’d “experienced” a deity. So though might the chap next to you about a different deity entirely.
Now what?
Whether you have poo pooed the idea of such an experience or not I have addressed this issue. Christianity in it's claims is more existential.
Priceless! How are you measuring “existentialness” to work out which one is more existential than all the rest, and what on earth has that to do with epistemological truth in any case?
Good luck reverse engineering the logic for that one!
My own experience is that when I became a theist around the time of reading CS Lewis I did try a bit of
commandment following and pleasing God on my own efforts but this was overtaken by a challenge to commitment by Christ.
All very meaningful for you no doubt, as for them are the experiences of those from different faiths entirely.
Now what?
Also, intellectually IMHO Christianity speaks of a more intimate relationship between the divine as and people than other faiths....and in mystic experiences labels tend to break down.
Not sure why you’re bringing in a naturalistic concept like intellect into a discussion about faith, but either way presumably the rationalisations of the other nine no doubt intellectually do the same for them.
Now what?
I think you are mistaking running away from answers with you not getting the answers you want to here.
Then you think wrongly. Not only have you always run away, you’ve also always run away from the question about
why you run away. Now you have at least tried to answer, your problem is that you’ve provided nothing that couldn’t just has readily been said by the other nine.
Do you see the problem here? There’s no logical path from (subjective) faith
beliefs to (objective) true for you too
facts.