To me, my spiritual awareness simply makes me aware of the many different choices I am able to make at any given time, and allows me to decide which choice to make (if any) and when to make it, thus giving me real time control of my life on this earth, and in particular, allowing me to freely worship the one God who brought everything into existence.
We all have awareness (usually) of options to choose from. The mechanism by which we arrive at a decision is fundamentally the same though, we weigh up our options and discern our preference, which option has the most appeal at the moment.
So how come, given the same situation, people make different choices ? It is because each of us is different; each of us develops a unique system of internal values and preferences, starting from pre-birth and continually updating each moment we are alive. The choice we make in any moment reflects our personal set of inner values, our inner context. We cannot just arbitrarily choose what set of values to have, they develop within us over time.
Private Fraser posted this yesterday about reading the Koran:
I could read it all now and have read a fair bit of it. It doesn't do anything for me. That was the point though the OT and NT didn't use to do anything for me and then it started toWhy would it be that person A can read the Koran and be moved by it whereas person B can read it and have a different reaction. The words are the same what changes is the person reading.
Why would it be that reading the OT and NT left him unmoved at one point in his life, but then it moved him at a later point ? His own inner context had changed over time.
When we make a choice we are always evaluating our options against an inner set of values and we don't 'choose' what those values are, they develop within us over time. Our inner context is
always pre-existing. We cannot go back in time, this is why are choices are not truly free, they are always a reflection of our past trajectory.
Imagine a much simpler scenario. Suppose you go to dinner at a friend's and they give you something you've never tasted before. Do you
choose whether to like it or not ? Or do you
find that you like it or not ? We don't truly have any choice in how we react, our choices merely reflect our personal context, and even in this pared-down minimalist context bare bones scenario, even in that we do still have some context to evaluate a novel taste against - the fundamentals of taste sensation, bitter, sweet, salty, sour.
Our choices reflect our personal inner context, and that is not something we have willfull conscious control over, it develops subliminally over time.