Well...what are all you 'atheist' guys doing on a Religion board......throwing scorn and ridicule...at religious and spiritual discussions??!! You are obviously trying to draw solace from repeated reiteration of your 'beliefs'.
Pots and kettles spring unbidden to mind. You are not in a good place to criticise others for repeated reiteration of beliefs, and you've devoted entire blog posts to attempting to belittle those you disagree with.
Why do atheists come to religion boards to criticise? I can only speak for myself, but I suspect it's for the same reason religious people do: to get their message across. Your particular beliefs may be (mostly) harmless fantasies, but the notion that we can ignore critical thinking, rationality, and evidence in reaching conclusions about the world, is worrying to say the least. I am here, in part, to challenge that way of thinking.
There are other reasons, of course, for example, some posts are interesting, challenging, or informative (and not always from people who I agree with).