You imply that "I" am something emerging from physical reactions of material elements.
Nothing actually "emerges" from physical reactions.
The only thing a reaction produces is a reaction - nothing else.
So am I the end result of lots of reactions?
But the end result of reactions can only be another reaction.
When, as an outside observer, we consider the concept of "emergence" coming from complex reactions, the concept appears in our perception as a single entity - such as a pattern or a function. But outside our perception there is no single entity - just lots of individual interactions. So the idea of a single entity of perception (ie, you) emerging from lots of complex reactions does not make any sense to me.
Funny that, what doesn't make any sense to me is your version of reality...
I.e. a soul, which exists in a place, not inside this spacetime manifold, also not in 'heaven' (at least whilst your physical body is alive). Said 'place' is also seemingly devoid of any concept of time.
This soul interacts, from its timeless realm, with spacetime, specifically only with one body. It only 'visits' when you are concious and somehow is able to, in real time, interpret your physical brain patterns, think/make decisions and (using a method, yet to be described) tells your brain what to do based on aforementioned "thinking".
I could go on and I have so many questions but if you could just confirm firstly if any of the above is incorrect....if so, please explain?