I don't "feel uncomfortable with the charismatic style of worship" (and note that you are subtly trying to shift the fault on to me): I was a charismatic for 15 years from the late 70s to the early 90s, when I finally came to my senses, and was a hand-raiser myself. I also talked gobbledegook ("praying in tongues") with the best of them. It was when I finally realised that, though healings were regularly prayed for and claimed, I never saw one single solitary incontrovertible physical healing, that I left. I am now a very liberal Anglican Christian.