The problem with hundreds and thousands of well documented peer reviewed examinations of phenomena is that the mind becomes microscopic and is unable to see the woods for the trees.
No, that's not a problem, because whilst there are papers that focus on microscopic - and even submicroscopic - elements of the interconnected set of events, there are others that implement those findings in ever broader sweeps and explanations, such that some of those peer-reviewed papers, resting on the foundations of the well established details, establish the broader phenomenon.
You have a problem with relying on the evolutionary mechanism to explain the world, but the explanation is well supported and your contentions are not.
There is no problem with science in its place.
Science's 'place' is in the observation of actual phenomena and investigations to attempt to explain how they come about - if it's happening, it's in science's remit. For you to establish that something is outside of science's remit you'd have to either establish that something is a) magic or b) not real.
The microscopic mind has its uses no doubt. But when the same microscopic mindset is used to attempt an explanation of life in general, it is not up to the task.
Or, perhaps, when a head that's full of mumbo-jumbo tries to accept an explanation that doesn't rely on woo, it's not up to the task?
It is a zoom-in mind which is unable to zoom-out and see the big picture. It gets consumed in details.
What 'big picture'? At what scale does the current explanation of evolution by natural selection acting upon variation start to break down? It explains the diversity of life on Earth currently, it explains individual vestigial organs in Amazonian birds, it explains the inordinately circuitous route of the recurrent laryngeal nerve in giraffes, it explains why we keep getting COVID-19 variants... it seems the scale of this 'big picture' failure is approximately the size of one human head...
It is a perception problem.
It's quite remarkable how you've come to the right conclusion in answer to entirely the wrong question on the topic - it's almost as though you can't see the big picture.
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