You seem to have a lot of faith in what can be produced by the unavoidable consequences of physically defined material reactions.
My faith is firmly routed in God's creative ability to bring you and I into existence with the amazing gifts of conscious awareness and human free will.
We've been here a thousand times before though. When we couldn't understand thunder, we invented Thor and his hammer; when we couldn't understand mental illness, we invented possession by demons. Ancient Egyptians had no knowledge of nuclear fusion, so they settled for the Sun being a god, Aten. You're just following in that line, a knowledge gap to squeeze a god into without any justification from empiricism, reason, or evidence. Such magical thinking always succumbs to the slow painstaking work of science, this is what history shows us. You're backing a loser, not a winner.