A different trigger, or rather two yesterday. The death of Shane MacGowan, and reading the biography of John Martyn:
https://www.amazon.co.uk/Small-Hours-Long-Night-Martyn/dp/178760019XTwo 'hell raisers' that lived in that odd semi disapproved demi monde of drunken balladeers, where somehow their addictions are softened by their art....
Or some such bollocks.
Graeme Thomson does the usual searching through the runes of Martyn's childhood to explain the ruins of his life. And, as ever, signs can be found, his relationship with his parents, their divorce, his father's alcoholism but the search for reasons bleeds into excuses.
His, Martyn's, daughter is quoted as saying that Martyn hurt himself more than anyone else, and while that may be true, you have a right to hurt yourself that doesn't extend to others. His vicious abuse of his first wife seems to have been excused because it was just John.
Or rather Iain McGeachy. The name change to John Martyn due to the infelicitousness of his surname to London ears. The duality of personality matched by that of identity.
Neither Martyn, nor McGeachy, nor indeed MacGowan invented the drunken, and other intoxicants, ballad singer. Martyn had his roadmap directly from Hamish Imlach, 8 years older, who died at 56. The subtitle of the biography 'The Long Night of John Martyn', a nodding tribute to a biography of Chet Baker who followed the same path.
Martyn and Baker were both pretty youths but the gilding was soon stripped away. In our warped perceptions, the early death of another, Nick Drake, with whom Martyn was close, preserves that prettiness in a way that makes the slow seeping of beauty more tragic than death.
I can't remember the first time listening to Martyn. I am somewhat surprised that I wasn't introduced to him by one of my older sisters but perhaps it was the perceived folkiness of him that caused that. And yet while like MacGowan he had a clear connection to folk, he wasn't really a folk singer. Too jazzy.
So he was an artist I had to go back and discover. His greatest period being in the 70s but his exploring made him an oddity even in the gangs he belonged to. His best known song 'May You Never' never bothered the charts, and yet its success seems to have soured it for him. Though years after his first release of it, he could reinvent it
https://youtu.be/sBPTuAl2Qyk?si=wDBvaMH_7AuCuCVhI never saw a good concert from him. I was unlucky but not amazingly so. By the time, I went to see him, you needed to get the right night. But I never saw him without him doing something extraordinarily beautiful.
He's a very confessional writer and his life plays out in his songs, and as the physical changes brought about by wide ranging substance abuse continued, what had been the ethereal voice became the roar, and snarl of a bear baited by the life it chose.
https://youtu.be/q-PVgkbpSG0?si=oCbsswLydxhFYGBy