Professor Davey wrote
But why would you see this in one direction only - in other words atheists coming to realise they actually do believe in god.
Who saying I do? I think people do go from belief to unbelief but it’s worth considering when and why that happens. As I understand it, for an agnostic atheist there is never a time when they don’t believe that God is possible. How being utterly convicted that there is no God, I don’t know how that works
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Nope - it most certainly cuts both ways Vlad. I know, because my journey was exactly the opposite.
I (and you Vlad, I guess) were brought up within a world where the default orthodoxy was that god existed. And so as a child and into early adulthood my assumption was the same - my conscious told me that god must exist because it was presumed/assumed by society that god existed. Actually I occasionally pushed myself into activities that tried to cement that 'orthodoxy', specifically church youth groups and other activities that were close to (but not fully) active worship.
Could it not be said then that you were letting society do your believing? I’m not sure when I was a child I had such a structured sociology and accompanying vocabulary. It certainly never struck me on the way back from the sweet shop that “The default orthodoxy of the world was that God existed”. I rocked up at Sunday school until I gave that up at a very early age except for the Christmas party and the day trips to Wicksteed amusement park. I can recall being fascinated by concepts like immortal, invisible, light inaccessible but sadly, trying to retroactively inject spiritual significance, I’m confronted with having been a young fan of Doctor Who where such concepts were staple.
But then I came to recognise that I try as I might to 'pretend' to believe that god existed, when I let my inner thoughts through it was clear that I did not believe in god and had never really believed in god. Which is why I describe my 'conversion' (not that it was that) as coming to recognise that I was atheist, not as becoming atheist (because I always was although for a while I tried not to let myself accept this).
I’m not sure I reached your heights of, what am I to call it? False belief, but then I cannot say I disbelieved it either. I was probably in the “there is probably something greater” camp.
So while you bang on about 'god dodging' (which is predicated on a presumption that god exists) I was most definitely 'atheism dodging' for a time in my life - and unlike god there is no doubt that atheism actually exists.
Now wait a minute, God dodging was a behaviour I had observed as a child in being told never to speak about politics and religion and the removal and tidying up of the articles of religion left by a zealous uncle, and of course the families I knew who avoided church on a Sunday and every other day of the year.
As for atheism dodging, iI thought atheism was merely the lack of belief rather than an actual thing.